土曜日, 2月 26, 2005
its really amazing how i can wake up at 7 everyday after having 11 hour slumbers for the month of jan haha... anyway, im charged up everyday for my job *grin... so fun! realised y i like it... just like what sherry said... time practically flies when ure in there... and ull never fall asleep because uve got to be ready to run to the treatment room, the blood room, the counter, the consultation rooms, the computer station....etc. I had a slow going day today though *grin.. was sent for a course in the morning regarding the new system to apply for leave. Lunch was free and plentiful because it's staff appreciation day *grin Sherry and I climbed 143 steps up to the carpark where they had their event haha... according to the ceo (in his speech), he said the 143 steps are part of the healthy living programme haha.... thought only annie would be so bored to count the no. of steps :P
did translation today! though i think im really lousy haha.... i mean how on earth do u say protein c in chinese????? okay, but sherry was saying she couldnt even understand me, much less the patient haha... nvm... ill find out how to say it soon and make it up when he returns next week hee ^_^ li juan's bdae today.... gosh... she works her head off without enjoying... how can u spend ur bdae working till 8 or 9 in the clinic? funny gal haha...happy birthday in anycase! my eyelids are drooping... i feel so bad because i arrived late for jap lessons today and had to outrightly declare that i didnt do the simple piece of hw :( when i had 3 weeks to do it! I mean i forgot there was hw see... sigh... anyway, i love jap and my jap class. I got to talk to them today and they are really amusing and interesting pple ^_^
+awaiting to soar..* 12:18 午前
火曜日, 2月 22, 2005
Didnt intend to blog today... wanted to yesterday but im utterly drained each day i return from work... reach there at 830 and return at 6 to 7pm.... plus all the night classes... *yawn* but in anycase, i love my job! I love the challenge, the pple ! I like it because it resembles blazer duty... bringing a service to pple at the counter and running around all they delivering stuff (u never get to rest for a minute!)
anyway, the only reason I blogged is because shuwan bought me a cup of corn to eat in malay class today! so touched *sob* I love that girl :) so sweet ^_^
+awaiting to soar..* 11:45 午後
日曜日, 2月 20, 2005
didnt go for choir practice today.. feeling abit guilty about it.. but still, they cant expect me to go there croaking ya?
anyway, my tutees cancelled tuition AGAIN! Theyre nice but theyre really seriously being very difficult pple.... i mean, i need to earn my bucks too ya? and like ive such a tight schedule to work with they really should stick to what they arranged earlier...
who cares, it just means more reading for me this evening :P and working on that "delightful" essay grrr
went for driving today *grin... first time driving on a sunday! and to my surprise the same nice friendly instructor was there... guess it must be fate haha... he said he just happened to take over his friend's shift today :P he passed me 3 subjects today! gosh i love him... so willing to teach me... i told him that u turning seemed real fun and asked him when id be able to attempt it and he decided to teach me today *grin... so i did 4 further lessons apart from the 3 i passed *grin... tried the uphill and downhill slope, wide and narrow u turns, right turning etc. So fun! He said it's really boring to keep learning just one subject for all 100 mins so he wanted to expose me to what id be doing later on (so thoughtful ^_^) and even when the time was up he decided to allow me to try the slope again to familiarise myself with the technique *grin...
i was driving on this slope today, prepping to turn into a major road when my car accidentally slipped backwards a little... and the impatient, untolerating driver behind honked at me :( but my instructor was really encouraging. he told me the guy was really inexperienced and should have kept a safe distance behind me since he knew it was a slope and i was a learner driver *beam* he makes me feel so justified all the time hee... but i guess thats not very good ;p because i take things too lightly if he's so nice all the time... the other instructors were really pissed off when i crossed the first white line at the pedestrian crossing when the traffic light was red but he was just telling me not to do it because it amounted to an immediate failure....
at the end of the lesson, i told him ill be going to drive at night nowadays because im working and he told me that he happened to be taking the night shift this coming week ! so fated to be my driving instructor hee ^_^
+awaiting to soar..* 5:16 午後
土曜日, 2月 19, 2005
i realised that this is the only place i can seek refuge from the frustrations of the world. The phone's not within my reach and im sure no one can actually decipher my croaks (with that throat filled with phlegm) even if i were to call someone.. msn seems to be the only way out but no one's really at the com... so its just me in the comfort zone of my blog complaining about hunger and a perfect disability in writing. Life's full of ifs... if only i had the brilliance of hk, the fluent writing skill of pam, the sweetness of shulin, the optimism of shuwan etc. you get the idea.
but i guess life's more about dealing with the 'since its not'. so since i cant conjure a persuasive piece and since i cant seem to work my synapses anymore, what now?
realised i forgot to mention how the reading habit started. Quite unusual actually. It started with a horrid flu (of which i havent recovered from) which left me sitting in bed refusing to do anything. but since i absolutely cannot tolerate idling, i decided reading was the easiest way out :P
okay, time to get back to work... applying chan's law-the resistive forces are greater than the applied forces so im making negative progress :(
+awaiting to soar..* 5:11 午後
just took my final theory test this morning... how interesting the book i got had answers marked out by the previous candidate! Thought it would be a help boosting my confidence in each answer i gave but after everything, i realised the poor guy had more than five mistakes which meant he was doomed to a 'failure' on his result slip :(
tutees cancelled tuition as usual today haha... always to my delight for i wanted so badly to complete 'the 5 pple u meet in heaven' by mitch albom :)
I realised a hobby or interest in something is cultivated (naturally by ur environment and the pple around u or unnaturally by a weird warped sense of determination) and not naturally developed or something which pre-existed before we are conscious ie. determined in our genes. I am glad to announce that ive broken my reading record since erm... sec1? not counting the lit books we were forced to read i mean.... okay.. so cheers to having read 3 books in this yr so far *grin... 1st was longitude then the pianist :) Ive always admired pple who could be so addicted to reading that they would forsake doing their hw and revising for their tests... a very very formidable feat for a person who would be lulled into a 10 hour slumber everytime she exceeds 3 pages of words :P oh well, for pure interest, i tried. So one very fine day i picked up a book and decided that i would make sure that i would reach the last chapter, following the story chronologically (for i always have the tendency to skip to the last chapter). And vola! I have miraculously kicked my tv addiction, the net addiction and all.. so reading cures huh? a magical painless way of letting you get through the 'cold turkey' (away from the com and the tv).
Okie... so ive figured... i like reading after all :) so id probably be going on to my next book soon (after completing the mandatory wretched essay)... so ive chosen the latter approach after all :)
+awaiting to soar..* 2:49 午後
水曜日, 2月 16, 2005
happiness is getting full marks for ur first final theory trial test within 8mins *blissful look*
got a call.. im starting work on mon! yeah! 6 bucks an hour :)
+awaiting to soar..* 8:26 午後
So fun! wenyuan joined malay class and i got to know jeremy from ajc in my malay class :) The world's real small huh? Anyway, i just completed my quiet time... gosh, i cant believe ive learnt so much about the word in just a short span of one and a half hours! Decided that i would take an active step to record all the lessons ive learnt in this very cute notebook (specially printed for bible study, which i bought a few yrs back but never managed to fill).
Still stuck with a little of the flu but i hope all is fine :) getting quite irked out by the germans' behaviour towards the Jews in 'the pianist'. I just cannot bring myself to believe such inhumanity occurred. Really saddens me... the trauma all the Jews were living in...
Ive spotted so many valuable quotes from the bible today... wish i had typed it out instead of writing it into the book... want to share it with everyone :) but i guess i should start from small scale... after all, the net makes me so addicted id probably forget about quiet time if i got on it... :(
Driving trial tests tmr! I must finish the book tonight!
+awaiting to soar..* 12:25 午前
火曜日, 2月 15, 2005
Cheers to being excluded as a statistic of the unemployed in Singapore! yipee! I found a job but that would mean like 8am to 8pm work... and no volunteering.. and erm... a major change in driving lessons... possibility of not being able to attend my lang classes at night :( how? so much more to worry now that ive gotten a job... so congrats to the jobless because you dont have to worry about such stuff?
Spent a whole of 300 mins on driving yesterday... its DRIVING me nuts! Spent 100 mins on my practical lesson.. of which i managed to pass 2 subjects instead of 1! yeah! and another 200 mins of theory lessons :S met dexter at ssdc hee... thought my eyes were playing tricks on me in the dark :P
feeling much better today... went shopping for bdae pressies again but just couldnt find what i wanted to... normally i have a specific thing in mind before i set off to find it but they ran out of stock:(
Okie... all the major rearrangements have to be made soon (by this fri) because im gonna prepare to work! yeah!
+awaiting to soar..* 5:00 午後
月曜日, 2月 14, 2005
Happy Valentine's Day to all! What a weird way to start a happy day :P I woke up with a really bad sore throat.. couldnt sleep the whole night because of the pain in my throat grr...
Yesterday was a really interesting day :P Invited Hong King over to my church to watch me sing in the choir :) So he came with my parents during the service whereas I went with my sis earlier for practice. It was my third time singing so it wasnt some milestone or anything but it was fun inviting pple to watch u :P Glad hk didnt think he just came for a cult meeting or something.. i mean, going to church has been an integral part of my life but i felt i couldnt take it for granted that all pple would think we're sane singing praises and lifting our hands as we sang *grin... figured it would be quite intimidating if i were in his shoes... but my initial uneasiness dissolved somehow as I felt that the whole reason for being in church is to worship god... nothing to be embarrassed about or feel apologetic about :) The song 'strength of your grace' went very well with a loud applause at the end of the performance ^_^ Rev Sng was so entertaining... he started to ask us to sing 'gong xi gong xi' with christian lyrics :P so unusual really... but nevertheless it was so fun accompanying the song with hilarious sprinkling actions that we were told to do everytime we got to 'zhu fu ni'... hk was really sporting haha.. my maid was so embarrassed she just kept laughing...
the sermon was exceptionally corny *grin... rev sng was talking bout how we were like the candles in a storeroom who refused to go out of the storeroom to light the world during a blackout.. he told a story of how the owner of the house had begged the candles to go out of the storeroom during the blackout to provide light for his family when one replied that it was not ready, then the other said it was still meditating and waiting to gain 'enlightenment', the third one said it needed to learn how to control its temper first because it was quite 'hot headed' and the fourth said that he was quite a weak candle whose talent was in singing to encourage the other candles to burn so he began singing 'this little light of mine, im gonna let it shine'! So funny, yet so enriching... so reflective of everyone's behaviour :P
We ended the sermon by singing another chinese song... must admit the verses werent easy to sing with all the fan ti zi :P but it was really fun! we sang it over and over and over again with accompanying actions ;p got a bit wacky when we sang on and on and didnt seem like we were about to stop ;p
At the end of the service, I met up with janice and her entire cell group (all those who went for the g1 missions camp with me) and we were really elated to be able to catch up on the times... Loong was highly engrossed in some photo album so he didnt notice my presence but it was great we wished each other happy new yr later on :) quite weird to wish him happy cny coz like thais dun celebrate cny ya? planned really long ago to practice my thai on him but i simply forgot :( ah.. nvm.. im contented in any case :)
hk and my family went for lunch at balmoral and we met a familiar face there :P (shant say which couple... not very nice ;P) Anyway, i got home and received a msg from my tutees that they wanted to go through population today instead of bio as they would be having a test today... gosh... so rush! Couldnt recall much of population but managed to go through it with them anyhow *grin... thats the wonder of geog hee...
My parents and my sis went out to mac ritchie for a walk again... w/o me :( Relieved that my duties for the day had been completed, I went to thomson plaza to meet a friend and buy food for my pet terrapin, cotton :P (so evil of me... i had the intention to tell my maid that i wanted to release it soon so there wasnt a need to buy food anymore *sheepish grin* ) I mean i believe it would be happier in the river ya? *protests*
Received really sweet pressies for cny and valentine's day... though im really very undeserving of them i know.... thanks a million in anycase :)
had dinner with my family at the foodcourt before turning in early as my flu and throat got really bad :(
Im quite happy with where i am really.... decided there isnt much of a need to find a job :) Very satisfied staying in bed reading 'the pianist' *beam*
+awaiting to soar..* 3:17 午後
金曜日, 2月 11, 2005
New year hols are finally over :( but this yr, it doesnt make much of a difference to me :P My relatives keep saying 'oh, you start sch tmr...' and i can happily, proudly exclaim that i can officially skip school :P
I want that job grrr... okie... i shall listen to feng and go try to beg them to give it to me :P
Decided that i should spend time more fruitfully so i spent the night helping my mom type stuff until i got sooo tired i decided to do up my blog *grin...The Glass Slipper cd has been playing non stop the whole day haha... added it to my ipod plus placed one copy of the cd in my dad's car :P I love every song! But i guess it wouldnt have any significance if I didnt watch the show and relate each song to each touching scene ^_^
Getting a bit drowsy... this year's chinese new year is kinda different...I begin to notice more things... I begin to realise everyone's imperfectness and how we should all try to tolerate each other... I begin to be more aware of what adults say and how they dont really mean what they say.... I'm entering their world unconsciously....
Played with my cousin's dog.... so adorable! Jerry mischievously sneaked out when my pri sch cousin was trying to enter the washing area to play with it... then it went totally mad with joy to be "freed" and pranced all over the living room, refusing to return to where it came from :P
More emails to write... *yawn*
+awaiting to soar..* 2:39 午前
火曜日, 2月 08, 2005
went to sembawang and hmv to look for the soundtrack to bo li xie.... no one has any idea what it is :( Anyway, I realised that when there's a will there's always a way *grin... I spent the afternoon searching on the net and finally found a china website hosting the whole album of songs for free!!!!!!! Yipee.... I cant be any happier ^_^
I like this pic! But zhang zaihe looks so tired :(
this one reminds me of me and my sis :P but of coz not as chio as them :P
+awaiting to soar..* 7:20 午後
月曜日, 2月 07, 2005
spyware is still infiltrating my system :(
Anyway, received a very pleasant comment by an old friend I havent met for yrs! So happy ^_^ I'm back again to my manga craze :P or sakura craze to be specific... my dad was clearing the house when he dug out 2 of my jap comics... (remembered i wanted to find out the ending so much last time such that i bought the comics that were in the jap lang) but at least i understand 4/5 of everything now :) shucks... still hooked to the sakura and xiao lang romance...keep flipping to the page where she cried on his shoulder at the park....
Prayed bout the whole thing and i wrote a letter to her mom liao.. think i was a bit too harsh.. hope her mum doesnt scold her sis.. :( sigh... wish i explained it in a less problematic way....
my 20+ day interval has quite stably been reduced to a 7 day interval... That's because once you know where to find what you want, you find it more easily ^_^ But human beings just have this innate nature of being greedy so I have to admit even with the 7 day period interval... ive been wishing to be able to try out all the newly learnt words... fine, mainly to impress :P but i just wish i had the chance to talk... :(nvm... everything i desire always seems ke wang bu ke qiu... always some illusory dreams .... haiz...
anyway, just decided... i shall go for my final theory classes on the night of vday haha... how romantic :P
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土曜日, 2月 05, 2005
in quite an unstable mood now... my conscience is being pricked at specified intervals... I wish i could be more mercenary then i wouldnt have this problem at all... My tutee came late again... this time it was an hour late...
And her elder sister with her friend comes perpetually half an hour late... I end up losing an hour from the time extension and the wasted waiting time each lesson... until i had enough today... really very mad at her for totally forgetting her tuition! I mean I waited for half and hour for goodness sake! and how can both her mom and herself forget about it???? Maybe its just me but Ive never been late for any tuition I attended. It's all about how serious you are about your work and of course, partly how much you wanna make your money worth....I ended half an hour earlier today... sent her off... Actually, I really really couldnt bring myself to but my mom and dad dragged me out of the house with them and insisted I stop the tuition at that time... I almost chickened out... I almost completed the 2 hours... I almost....
Well, in the car, they psychoed me into believing whatever I did was reasonable... I do agree of course... I mean even in tuition centres they start on time and end on time ya? And it's really unfair to keep me waiting all the time... just because I'm free (as in no appointments) doesnt mean I have nothing to do ya? But I think that mom is not even conscious of how many times her elder daughter has been late and I'm really sorry to punish her younger daughter for it... Am swinging from guilty to justified mode and back again now... My mind is in a blur 0_0 anyway, when we finally came home, my maid said her mom bought some dian xin-dou sha bing or something like that for me...
I AM SO SO CULPABLE!
Okay, I have a few things to keep my mind off this issue... I bought ayumi hamasaki's my story finally! Beginning to be a fan of hers now :S Hope I dont go crazy buying all her albums :S Can feel the jap craze is stirring in my again....
I went for a haircut this morn and met up with jw, liney, pam, sm and mrs tan! So nice to see her again... and it was highly entertaining watching liney slander the rg teachers in front of her haha... a bit mean I feel... but liney's justified and dignified look just made it all the more hilarious and non sinister :P
So everyone IS working and im not... ah fine.. Told mrs tan I'm self employed to service my bed (ie. i have a responsibility to sleep well and sleep for long hours everyday) but she didnt get it so I changed it to the fact that Im giving tuition now...
Gonna meet her next sat!~
+awaiting to soar..* 10:46 午後
木曜日, 2月 03, 2005
gosh now i wish i could embark on a permanent job... but after having close to 10 hours of sleep everyday, i think ill never be able to accustom myself to 7-8 hours of sleep a day haha...
volunteering was fun! Still the same sense of satisfaction regardless of the infinite number of times I have to repeat the same instructions and questions.... met so many of my sister's friends :P i recognise them but i dont think they can recognise me though haha...My partner Yuen Chyao is so adorable and sweet! She's 4 yrs older than me but she's really petite and small so i couldnt tell her age. Her proficient Malay and Cantonese sure helped me big time :) Cant imagine doing it all alone :S
came home and was knocked unconscious for the next 4 hours :P hey, pushing a heavy trolley around is not easy k! Anyway, feeling abit empty without anymore bolixie to watch :P
Maybe its time to hit the books :) Just happened to chance upon an article written by ivy in the medical journal for medical students... so queer how her article managed to get in there but it was rather well written :) wish my writing skills could be as proficient as hers and kin weng's *grin... really admire kin weng's writing... so entertaining like pam's!
I didnt get to meet sunny today:( Sunny was sick so she didnt go for her attachment...
went out with my maid and dad at night to do some night shopping for the new yr *grin... took 1 and a half hours!
Still trying to find out if the selling of cookies for personal profit is allowed or not :P hope it is...if not ill do it for charity ^_^ want something meaningful to do on that day anyway :)
+awaiting to soar..* 11:44 午後
went for the most interesting job interview yesterday... was at the learning lab at novena... gosh... the place is huge for one and exceptionally grand for a tuition centre! Even though they occupy almost half of the level, they have a registration counter outside their compound so it really looks like a hotel reception counter with queue stands...impressive eh? Only difference is that there are queues of children rather than adults... As I watched all the primary school kids walk up the escalator towards the counter, I just thought of the Japanese Cram school... poor people still under the pressure of the society and the education system here... Not to make it spooky but it seemed as though they rang a school bell and then all the kids started gathering at this place... As though everyone was living in a half dazed half conscious mode... Anyway, they have a whole TEAM of HR people there... all dressed in black and beautifully made up with foundation, powder, lipstick and whatever not...The whole place looked so much like a research centre in a star... :S the walls, ceiling, floors are just white and immaculate... not a speck of dust around... The receptionist behind the black marble like counter within the centre showed me the way to the counter outside and it was then that i realised i needed a pass to get in! I really had to sign in before i got a visitor's pass! Gosh doesnt that sound familiar? The moe, mof, biopolis building??? They have an uncountable number of classrooms all suitable for about 12 students and well equipped with an overhear projector, a screen (duh?), a white board and some PA system from which they play soothing instrumental music :) I felt it was more like a restaurant I was walking into or maybe some beauty parlour :P With such gorgeous ladies as receptionists, nice soft lights all around as decoration.... I thought i entered adonis haha.. bet that place doesnt look half as good as this...
Really interesting how they made me write an essay about myself and for some queer reason I felt there was a surveillance camera on me as I wrote... As if to track how i organise my thoughts and whether I can produce beautiful words freely or whether it had to come in spurts :P Oh, and something really unusual about the place is that parents are not allowed in! At the ends of the corridors are full length mirrors such that the place looks twice as big as it is....
As i was filling up the application form, I thought to myself, how in the world are they going to fill up the box with my photo when they didnt ask me to bring one? Then I realised... this really friendly lady came in with a polaroid camera and said this was part of the "procedure" and hence totally caught me by surprise when she told me to stand at the side to take a photo!
Later on, I was transferred to the "Berlin Wing" of the tuition centre...(gosh its big isnt it? sounds like a palace in "the beauty and the beast":P) The classrooms there were bigger for maybe 18 people or so but definitely much much colder... Really thank that nice lady sharleen for constantly supplying me warm water to drink and for lending me a jacket (they even have a jacket loaning service for the students!) I was told the programme manager was held up and hence had to wait... When he finally arrived, he decided to hold the interview in a warmer region and hence he took me on a route you'd never believe...
One of the white walls have this metal bar across and if u pull it, the wall can actually swing open! Sounds so much like the secret passages in the gungfu movies haha... then at each wall which actually is a door, there are small plasma screens with moving images. If my eyes werent playing tricks on me, he actually wore a watch like device around his hand and placed it infront of the screen and the door opened! thought this only happened in the movies! I was then led through this dimly lit passageway filled with full length mirrors such that u can actually walk straight into one without knowing! It's like the science centre kind but much more sophisticated... Finally, we got to the classroom and as he switched on the lights, I was totally amazed! The lights werent normal bulbs that give out light from the ceiling but was a whole band of fluorescent lights against the walls such that the whole room lit up like some operating theatre! The classroom was much bigger, probably suited for 25 students and we then started our discussion.
He was really friendly and the interview was centred more on my plans for the future, my life in rj, rg and many other familiar issues close at heart :) Think i answered a thousand and one questions wrongly but I mean I didnt really intend to go for the job but to have an experience how it was like so I think Im not very bothered by my performance :P Anyway, it was indeed an eyeopener for me haha...
Forgot to mention the 3 exceptionally adorable obese rabbits in the display cabinet at the entrance. Gosh, I have no idea what they are for but theyve always been the kind of rabbits I would want to have... the really huge ones that u can hug and all of them were of different colours and breed... there was one white usual one, one brown one and a grey and white one which had particularly long fur... :P
Had classes with sw later on but was quite dead beat after the interview..."exploited" my teacher again :P Asked him lotsa lotsa questions at the end of the lesson... so thankful he was so helpful :) Anyway, surprisingly according to sw there's an rj guy our age in class! Interesting... never knew and still dun think i know him haha...hope to make friends in any case :)
I completed all 32 discs of bolixie... sorry to spoil the fun guys, but zhexiong died!!!!!! Gosh I kept crying non stop... sheesh... why do they have to do this to me? Dun want the ending to be like that but that is undeniably a very good ending... so realistic.. all the endings to all the relationships and all.... but ever since i watched like disc 27 or so I've not been able to hold my tears *sob* zhe xiong died... im still in a state of shock...0_0
volunteer work tmr! sleeping early.....i wanna meet sunny tmr!
+awaiting to soar..* 1:57 午前
火曜日, 2月 01, 2005
Blogger is the only thing that keeps my mind working and keeps me in touch with this foreign language called english. Seriously, I'd very much prefer Chinese to English but oh well...
Realised that so many interesting things are happening in my life but the blog just seems overly publicised such that I'm beginning to feel afraid of it :( Can't believe i'll be afraid of something I created. Maybe I'm growing up... entering the adult world where secrets are a norm... where everyone keeps things from one another... sigh
Anyway, I did volunteer work today :) my first day at it *grin... decided that I like it alot and I think I'll go down more often to offer my services *grin I like it... it's some sort of a deja vu... I feel like I'm back on blazer service again :P Can't believe I'm actually missing it... I like putting a smile on pple's faces :) I don't mind doing brainless yet physically straining work... Really wish I could drive so that I can travel down everyday to bring the service to everyone... Nothing can beat the 'thank you' or the 'you should have been here a few days ago, I was bored to death' kinda things they tell you...
Bolixie is excruciatingly long... I can't believe they can create so so many climaxes and misunderstandings and evil plots all carefully interwoven together to increase the number of episodes! But in anycase, I have a warning for everyone... It's a tear jerker really.... Hadnt been able to sit at the dinner table without crying at the end these few nights...gosh, I can't believe how unfair life can be to someone and yet she can be so strong... can't believe how life never goes one's way... how love is like a terrible foodchain (one liking the other who likes another :P) anyway, I'd love zaihe to go with shan yu... but seeing zhexiong putting so much effort into everything he does for shan yu... sigh... it's just so sad... anyway, current status of everyone (im at disc 26/32) is really bad... taixi is broken hearted coz she finds out zaihe has been using her all the while, shanyu is dying from bai xue bing and has 3 months left, zhe xiong is devastated, zaihe loves shanyu but she wont accept anything he does for her, yan hong and rui jun are under the pressure of the horrible aunt, yunxi is sad coz zhe xiong refused to be with her and said he is going to marry shanyu... haha.. sounds complicated huh? Watch it then :P
Went for driving as usual but i saw huilin! so cool.. I love meeting up with my friends... wish I'd see them more often... The driving instructor was the same nice guy again... kept telling me lame jokes in the car just to get me more relaxed haha... felt a bit distracted though... and the way he's so lenient with me makes me feel very bad... I think i'll fail the driving test next time :(
I got an email from xinxia! So happy to hear from her:) Miss blazer days with her... she's one of my dearest friends and really one who has encouraged me in times of depression :) She's so sincere and caring.. so different from many people I know...
Thai class was a bit weird, got to talk to one of the guys there coz I shared the book with him... Weird because our teacher didnt turn up and got her student to come instead haha... probably he was the one who married a thai haha... He's really good except that he can actually pass off as my grandad haha... Told us to practice more by communicating with our thai friends in thai... Forget it, some people are just meant for observing at a distance only :( Anyway, I really need to reexamine why I'm studying thai... I enjoy it except I need to find a passion for it... I mean malay is highly essential, more like a functional purpose but thai it like .... And jap is a renewed passion for me... beginning to fall in love with the lang again after I got a bit put off by it due to my b3 last yr...
There's this lady in my class, very petite and quite sweet looking :) So sure she has a thai bfren :P So weird im saying this on my blog :P I mean i needed to tell someone and mel would think im mad if i discussed this in class with her haha... How interesting how she always asks about words like "sweet dreams" and the intimate way of saying "you" in class haha... Koon el asked her if someone said that to her but she said no one ... hmm... and then this lady was talking to her today and she asked her why she wanted to study thai and she replied that she wanted to go there long term. Then on further asking she revealed that only part of the reason was work :P kk... becoming really nosy :(
Anyway, met sab and serene on sat during the volunteer orientation ^_^ So happy to see pple I know again! Was telling serene I intend to go sell stuff at orchard road on valentine's day haha.... quite an interesting way to spend valentine's day eh? Maybe I'll ask the whole jw gang down to bake cookies then we can sell it on that day :)
Thelearning lab called me today... they said theyre interested to recruit me as their intern and im supposed to go down tmr for an interview... guess im not very interested in the job.. after all the hours are really too unsuitable for me....
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