火曜日, 7月 27, 2004
Have been trying to save time by not coming to blog but guess i really cant help it... My emotions were so strong today I just decided this was a must... Went to ask my jap teacher to verify some cip thinggy but i went too early (it was 7 actually but class hadnt ended) so i ended up waiting outside till it ended...Everything just felt so nostalgic... the late evenings w/o seeing the sunset, the dozing off during listening..... i went in eventually and managed to chat with my teacher... it was then that i really felt old and graduated somehow haha.... we never used to chat at all.. it was always for work that i would go and meet him.... and each time i would dread having to answer for some blunder i made in the jap club arrangements but this time everything was different... i asked him how he was and how jap feste had been going.... he was telling me bout his headache etc... then i told him to take care and to jia you for the mountains of ao level papers he had to mark (another nostalgic memory:P) he asked bout how i had been and all.... by the time i left i really wanted to cry... at that moment when i stepped out of the room, my b3 never mattered to me anymore.... i didnt care if i had failed jap last yr... din care if i had done so badly for my subjects because of jap... didnt care at all... i love the subject, the memories, the teacher, everything! I just felt as though i really wanted to turn back time and be a j1 all over again....i had been complaining all the time about how i would probably have done better at moelc but things would never have been the same i guess....met aunty irene today! so happy to see her again after invest! she bought be a drink (so nice of her!) and we just caught up on times and all.... same caring and concerned comments and advice and all.... gosh i wish she'd stay forever in rj.... have just interacted with so so so many super super nice pple today.... lin, sunny and feng are some of them.... gosh... i suddenly felt so blessed with so many friends..... so many friends who are so sincere and have made such an impact in my life.... friends who are so so sooo sweet i really felt i wasnt worthy of them... i felt it had been too much of a blessing for me way beyond what i deserve....just wanted to tell every friend of mine that ure important to me, that im really grateful to have known you even if we dont know much of each other or maybe we just know each other by face or acknowledge each other's presence with a smile.... i cherish the friendship i have with you and just want u to know tt u have made a difference in my life and i would never have been the way i am w/o u....cheers to our friendship^_^
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