土曜日, 2月 28, 2004
Had cip mad camp today.... gosh.. it's jes as it suggests... MAD
anyway, coz there was really surprisingly bad response from the council for pairing up to get a buddy, i decided to volunteer to be a buddy much as i really detest kids...
intended to make a change in my life today and see from a new perspective... but trouble was, i was paired up with a trouble kid. Things were just so so good... i went running all around just to keep up with her, allowed her to treat me like a maid and just couldnt get her to follow any of the programs we planned! *argh and.... in a nutshell, she was a true blue anti social person (xtra hyper though)... bet 3f will probably stare me down or laugh at the fact tt likes attract but i just i really know the meaning of ANTI SOCIAL now...
the ironic thing was that i really wasnt desperate for cip hours!!! i saw the other councillors having such wunderful time being station masters and all and i looked at pathetic me being dictated by an unreasonable kid.... sigh... got quite angry once i kinda exclaimed im not here for the cip hours and got everyone super shocked... haha...
pple who know me probably know im not the kind tt will blow up so easily but maybe its just with kids... erps.. tts bad..but after today's session i am settled... i will NOT have kids... NOT get married... and basically live a life the way i like it (anti social anti social haha)
intended to come home at once and blog bout every single instance she kinda abused me but while i was drying my hair i saw things from a perspective i never had been able to...
This is probably super religious so pple who cant take it dun continue reading but i have to say it anyway...
I just realised that we have no right to judge those kids in fact... I mean i thought of god up there being all high and mighty but willing to listen and accompany us, his beloved children. And though we are said to be his children, its not exactly the same as mortal parents... especially for mothers having to go through so much pain to deliver us and all...tt makes it even harder for him to love us... and yet he does... and for the many times tt little girl irritated me, i reflected and found tt each of us are guilty of doing tt to god as well.... of rejecting him... saying hurtful things to someone who really means well.... We sometimes just deliberately do things the way we want and not listen to his advice... ending up hurt as a result.... Many a times we just 'irritate' him... consciously sinning against him... exactly like the girl who kept spilling the things over and over again.... but he never gave up on us.... i almost did on her.
We are not able to humanly accept such behaviour and deem it horrid and intolerable but for the uncountable number of times we've sinned against him, he had never let go of us... I think the camp today has taught me lots. More than even a sermon could.
Psalm 73:21-28
When my heart was grieved and my spirit embittered,
I was senseless and ignorant;
I was a brute beast before you.
Yet I am always with you;
you hols me by my right hand.
You guide me with your counsel,
and afterward you will take me into glory.
Whom have I in heaven but you?
And earth has nothing i desire besides you.
My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength
of my heart and my portion forever....
But was for me, it is good to be near God.
I have made the Sovereign Lord my refuge;
I will tell of all your deeds.
Psalm 138:9-10
"If I rise on the wings of the dawn; if i settle on the far side of the sea,
even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast."
2 Cor:7:8-9
"We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed,
but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down,
but not destroyed."
was having a chat with a new found friend and a classmate bout mr ho. I wish i got to know him better. Ive heard so much about him it is such a regret 3f never got to know him as well as a03b. Am really touched by his dedication but it's too late to say anything...
+awaiting to soar..* 6:26 午後
金曜日, 2月 27, 2004
the world is spinning... spinning.... spinning... in fact its accelerating...F=ma=dv/dt=dv/dx*x=d2x/dt2 (no more integration for the day pls... *cringes*)
glad some year old and hard to get rid problems are really tested and proven over haha... while the rest are still tugging at my pyjamas....
band concert today! had 100% intention to fold nice paper origami flowers for all my beloved classmates especially feng.. but just searched the whole sch for tt indian lady in vain!!!! she locked up the room and i just couldnt get in! was feeling so so disappointed... ended up buying a sunflower for sw and sharing the rest of the flowers with my classmates... gosh i feel so horrid when i end up nowhere near wat i set out to do...same thing happened yesterday.. really wanted to make an all-the-best bookmark with the og jalo for everyone in Krydaeus but i got the photo and couldnt upload it??? i know i know.. tt must be really dumb... yes yes i agree.... cant help it some pple are just com illiterates *shakes head* and then i din have the prog then din have the time... and argh!!!!!
I TRIED! Just hope everyone understands... it upsets me a great lot when i dont manage to do something nice to cheer my friends on...
Chem prac test: clumsy me just knocked my filtrate over.. so much for testing hah....repeat of what alfy said, " what is this? its cream ppt in brown solution ah... i hope no one wrote brown ppt okay..." *stunned*
Olvl results! gosh! 2 11A1ers from 4/3!!!!! *squeals* im so so so proud of u guys! So cool that one was from bukit panjang.... my i think thats so so cool.... keep it up gal! Proved those morons tt think neighbourhood schs cant produce results wrong...haha 6:2... just the perfect ratio! *victorious smile* okay okay... im afraid i just sparked an uprise of school-lism here... dun wanna get clobbered up by my dear loyal friends who visit my blog :P
More lect tests to come... after screwing chem and chem prac....tmr's mad camp... hope i survive with the kids... i really really suck at this... tts just the anti social part of me... cant talk cant play= JUST NOT FUN. i can feel it... i cant mix well... weird pple think im sociable really *puzzled*
+awaiting to soar..* 10:52 午後
木曜日, 2月 26, 2004
he writes with his left hand, she writes with her right.
Just couldnt help noticing tt...it's just so different...
ill have to get to like it in any case...
was a wunderful night with my og at marche in heerens though i was there one hour earlier than supposed to sigh
anyway, realised tt ill really miss them if they dun manage to stay... may god bless them all... all the best for tmr guys :)
+awaiting to soar..* 10:43 午後
金曜日, 2月 20, 2004
i am giving up really... everything is just beyond this little teeny weeny brain of mine... i try ta satisfy everyone but i end up compromising my own freedom and time... blazer duty is nuts... i wonder how i could prevent myself from screaming and venting my anger on the pple who keep asking me for blazers last min...
I just cant get angry at them... i cant even bring myself to not smile even though im feeling horrid inside...I had to skip half an hour's of bridge today just to sit ard waiting for pple to come?? i think tts total irresponsibility on their part... punctuality is everything to me *rolls eyes*
seriously not furious at them... just dunno why things turn out this way... just upset abt the way things are...
for example for physics s yesterday i prepared 5 out of 8 qns since the 8 qns were supposed to be done in a span of 2 wks... but like mr wong din go in order, skipped the first 2 i did and went on to do the rest of the qns??? i was quite mad at him at first for always going back on his word... everytime pushing the limits... but come to think of it, who exactly is at fault? i have to blame almost everything if i had to blame him...
as a teacher obviously he would wanna give us more practice, more qns and all so its not exactly his fault (though i still dunno y he skipped the first two)... do i then have to blame myself for indulging in sinful time-wasting worldly pleasures like talking on icq the day b4? or blame myself for my horrid intellect (of which is not really my fault) or for going to ghim moh to buy flowers for frens for the events tt just always happen to fall on thurs? or grumble because i decided to go for bible study b4 physics s every thurs so i din have time to cheong at the end? The last one is obviously out... so the rest have to go as well....
Been going for the weekly meetings w/o my parents knowing... they are rather devoted christians but they just somehow decide to place work above god for me... and i dun like tt at all...
all the time i spend with god and the time i spend sharing about him, i feel satisfied, happy, worthwhile... really wanted to tell my parents but they would probably not listen anyway... and tell me not to go... and tt will probably get me irritated.. make me scream at them and make everything worse so i decided to just do it the way i think it's best:)
learnt an impt lesson during this wk's bible study... learnt to rejoice for others while not getting envious... kinda learnt that towards the end of last yr... but chin ai strengthened the point and the understanding of being able to do that.... its not easy i guess.. when u look at urself and ask y ure not blessed the same way as well, but things just work for the greater good and god has a wonderful unique special plan for each of us:)
Congrats to all, hk is the one i know so far, who had gotten into bio O! *hugz* To the rest, dun feel upset guys... it doesnt put out ur rays of intelligence... its a gd experience in anycase ya? and its one less commitment u hafta make so cheer up :) and remember there are thousands much below u who never made it to where u are, like me, really.... if it makes u feel better tt is :P
+awaiting to soar..* 10:51 午後
土曜日, 2月 14, 2004
Happy v day to one and all! =) this morning was kinda hectic...9am in sch for welfare dept meeting... was quite fruitful i should think... though im still really apologetic on the fact that i kept looking at shuen's watch when the meeting dragged past 1030....Anyway, was kinda late for jap club (coz i told the committee to be there at 10 erps :P) the funniest thing (quite weird i think its funny really... on any other normal day i would have blew up haha) was that i got into the room just in time to see ray tripping over the rice cooker wire and toppling the whole rice cooker! tt was kinda damaging coz we waited one hour plus for dan to get his rice cooker from his house and i had to promise dan to pay him back his cab fare using club funds... i mean not tt i dun want to but just dun wanna run the treasury dry with somemore mishaps really.... was so so grateful when dan came... gosh i almost started screaming haha... during the one hour plus wait i was really happy the j1s were so at home they just talked to their frens and all... and some were watching heaven's coins 3 on the tv... must thank mr fadil (sp?) for the last min lending of the vcd player to the jap club.... gosh.. everyone's sooo nice... would never have gotten thru the day w/o u guys *hugz* benit especially... coz i kinda forgot to bring the knives, chopping board and salt and sugar!! jes rushed outta house in the morn (opps) was really impressed tt she managed to borrow sugar and salt from tt stingy aunty in the canteen... was quite hurt today when she din bother rejecting my request of borrowing the stove.. she just gave me a for-goodness-sake-pls-just-scram look and ignored me as though i was some mental patient from woodbridge grrr...
jap club's prospects seem great and i kinda have an idea who i should choose as pres actually :P was really tired from the fiesta of events...running crazily round the sch trying to find solutions to the spoilt rice cooker plus the cleaning at the end and locking up.... *phew... went home and slept till nine... despite great plans to spend the aft and evening on a hot date with my tutorials haha...
feel rather refreshed though... never had such a wunderful nap b4... :P
just talked to sunny....was jes wondering if i have been feeling very happy this yr because ive been suppressing it or because ive really learnt to accept it? *wonders* but seeing pple happy really beats being happy urself coz u feel much happier seeing happiness being spread around compared to keeping that happiness to urself selfishly... does tt make sense? hmm... i hope ure happy, that's all =)
+awaiting to soar..* 10:33 午後
kk... mood kinda got dampened after many failed attempts to solve a friend's problem but i guess there's nothing much i can do but pray about it... tmr's vday! and erm.... ill enjoy myself at home haha....
anyway, today was a real real real long day but definitely not monotonous :P the day started out with me trying to pull my eyelids open at 6am to study for halogen derivatives... all thanks to me going out with my og till 10 yesterday... we went to thai express to have yummy tom yam... searched round the whole of ps and finally decided to buy a book for gift exchange today... it was really great to see everyone happily talking bout their lives in rj :)
anyway, morn chem test was totally madness... with alfy talking non-stop i could hardly concentrate! the fact that alfy shortened the 10 min test to 7 didnt help at all either... i hate it when he keeps saying "so easy right? so easy right?" it just keeps giving me alot of pressure... am i way down below av or wat? i mean its bad enough i know i suck... no need to call me up and tell me i suck right? geez... the test wasnt even fit to be 10mins kay *indignant* for if it was, then the A level pper would have been half the length of the time it is now....
aft was great :) went on the total defence day race... was so happy we had a sporty accompanying teacher *grin was a bit hesitant about asking my sensei to be our accompanying teacher at first but things turned out real well.. in fact the vas members were hardly as at all!! haha... we went to little india first... tt one was horrid... we took so so so long to get the clue coz like the clue said east asia? india is not in east asia!!!
got there and we had to ask some pple bout the indian tradition and culture etc... but the guy whom we asked din have much to tell and like we got the bare minimum from him... instead we ended up telling him how to get to bras brasah haha... but it felt real good being able to help someone out:) who cares bout the timing coz we were all out to have fun *grin.... must admit though.. that before we lagged so far behind the others, we actually were running throughout the entire journey... ended up panting like mad... din know it would be so physically draining (xx, sunny and sensei are like sportspeople???) one interesting thing was that both groups just kept trying to run just to be infront of the other haha...how kiasu.. not like it helped anyway haha...
other places we went included chinatown (running down food street trying to count the number of hawker stalls), mita (counting multi coloured windows??? haha... will never think they're pretty ever again haha), the war memorial and back to sch! record time man.... even orientation didnt take that fast...
the war memorial one was real good... i walked past mof and the supreme court... gosh i miss those places really... wonderful memories just gushed back... wanted to walk through the mof building but when we got to the door it said stuff like "no trespassing".... suddenly the building felt so unfamiliar... so foreign....
in anycase, proud to say tt my great grand dad was the contractor of that ever so well known war memorial *grin... it was horrible... shulin had to drink a 1.5L bottle and like duck walk around the structure... its not easy okay! i tried to duck walk with her but my legs nearly gave way... bad game really.... supposed to show how the japs tortured us... but like they ended up torturing only one person from the grp??? grrr... it was fun though... sad thing was we didnt manage to go to the next station... time ran out so we headed back to sch....
dinner was super enjoyable.... though it was at macs... caught up with the times with one of my good friends after not talking for real long...
extremely long day and i expect tmr to be taxing as well...9am welfare meeting and ill have to do a disappearing act halfway to get ready for sushi making session for jap club... *yawn* my legs ache and my eyelids are drooping...
dunno wat to comment really... how painful and happy life is depends on how u think it out to be.... im currently still very successful at keeping hyper and elated all the time but somehow what i want (but dun intend to obtain) is just drifting further and further away... do i reach out to try to take it or do i retrieve my hand and let it go? How weird it is that half the world may know something one person who really matters will never get to know...
+awaiting to soar..* 12:10 午前
火曜日, 2月 10, 2004
j2 life home life is sad.. everyone just keeps mugging and mugging non stop.... *shakes head* hardly anyone online nowadays... or is it just only applicable to my very limited list of friends due to my as-ness? hmmm...
+awaiting to soar..* 11:10 午後
went totally nuts today trying to find a teacher to accompany the VAS ddr team haha.... sigh... i wonder if anyone would wanna be our teacher in charge after learning wat VAS means :P anyway, had a totally laughy lunatic day with the AS club... especially the part bout baby beef and the hearts outside lt1 haha..... stomach still hurts from the laughing... fengzi has officially become my partner for chem s tutorials and our usual seats are at the back- a place called the stinky row *chokes*
oh yes... i almost forgot... found out the reason why this yr has just been so great for me... just like my sec4 yr.... its the clique thinggy really :P so happy just mixing ard with the VAS and AS team :P will be one of the most treasured memories after i graduate really.... in sec 4, sch life was just so bearable coz of ying2 and yf.... guys i miss u all so much... wish i had been in 3j as well *looks ard waiting for clobbering from 3f mates* erps... i meant wish our trio was in the same class that is...
told a horrid lie today- that i will stop blogging... haha...46 evaluations to fill.... grant me speed *prays*
+awaiting to soar..* 9:59 午後
月曜日, 2月 09, 2004
spent my entire day on bio pract today??? had a real fun time with baby beef, fengzi, eric and andy doing bio drawings and commenting on the flawless education system in Singapore.... it promotes so much creativity that even microscopy can be done at the gallery w/o reference to the slides haha.... was so fun and fulfilling... gosh i love my class.... the company made bio pract drawing so much more bearable :P especially with the Siew's type-writer neat work in front of us haha...thanks guys for the crapping today..... :P
other happy things in the day... made friends with this acjc debater from rg as well... shes real friendly=) and erm... shu wan n sunny u know haha... :P
*skips* will be tuning in to my fav xi jie tonight haha....
oh yesh! my mom bought me this entire set of pens with furry tips at the end... so cool... always wanted em since young... btw it originated from the show clueless haha... can imagine how bim... but anyway its exclusively for home use :P hw will be more fun from today onwards *grin
should quit blog surfing... its bad for health and time haha....
here's an official apology to fengzi... really sorry i forgot ur name when i called u yesterday :P haha... how blur i can be really... sigh.... anyway, i guess ive paid back by telling the world what a dope i can be ^_^
+awaiting to soar..* 10:29 午後
日曜日, 2月 08, 2004
65 mails??? im gonna die reading them.. i mean this is not the first time but i really cant stand clearing them already!! my mailbox is exploding and i really cannot afford to come online everyday to clear them... sheesh....
went to church today... kok wei msged last night to tell me he could not meet me in church today.... sigh... kinda disappointed for i was really excited bout passing him the buddy book.... he wont be going next week either coz of army etc... but i guess i cant be unreasonable ya? he's sick and all so i guess i need to be more understanding.. the 11.15am celebration service was great! Super enjoyable music... a far cry from the slow, low and monotonous hymns from the 9am service... miss going at 11.15 so much... was somehow drawn much closer to the lord.... have just been so far from him these few days... even at bible study i just stopped feeling anything.... it just seemed like an event tts all... but today was really different... cant exactly express it but the joy of singing and praising god was so great it kinda left me in tears... decided that it's time to spread the word around.... to some pple whom i think are in need.... prayed for strength from the lord =)
the later part of the day was okay~ i guess.... just spent my time being distracted... thinking bout too many things and staying silent basically ;p weird. think i think bout too many unrelevant and crazy issues... must cleanse my brain really haha...v day's coming and i really want to get a date for my sis haha.... *evil grin* shall work on it throughout the week :P
wanted to say lots but suddenly found nothing... tend to think bout everything and forget them a second later... wish i had such a 'gd' memory for certain things though...
+awaiting to soar..* 5:37 午後
金曜日, 2月 06, 2004
really at a loss of words... somehow just lost my train of thoughts while i got out of the bathroom... had so much i wanted to blog about but my sis was using the net for such a long time that i just forgot everything altogether....
i know im probably thinking the issue to be more complicated than it is but thats probably because ive been through the same thing before... except on a smaller scale.... i just dont understand y relationships are so complicated... all sorts meaning friendships etc... y is it that u can be on such good terms with someone and suddenly turn ur back on him or her? Are all of us just bound to live alone... lead a selfcentred life or what?
There is probably more to it than meets the eye but i cant understand y everyone cannot come together and iron things out... what better way than this to solve a miscommunication? I think if i know both sides of the story id probably be able to understand... but just looking at things the way they are now, i think its unreasonable and immature to handle things this way... doesnt the memories and bonds mean anything? perhaps it means just too much...
Realised tt there are really BIG pple out there.... pple with big and gold hearts... pple with true leadership... It's just because we dont know they suffer in silence thats y we never realise how great they are.... Just comparing myself to them, all my worries just seem so so minute compared to theirs.... just when i thought things were getting better for me....sigh... never realised that someone out there might be suffering something worser than hell.... feel so selfish that ive been living in luxury in my own little sheltered world....
Have no concrete idea what i can do for orientation tmr but i hope it leaves a gd impression on the j1s... was intending to do work after i came home today but just too many things have to be cleared in my heart before carrying on with the external stuff.... today was a terribly long day... ended lessons at 4.30 and had bridge, mecs meeting and gm till 9... told myself i should spend more time on work but i see no time available at all.. hontouni tsukareta ne *hugs soft toy dog*
here's a big thank you to the wonderful pple who have been painstakingly carrying the load for us... for being blamed for us... thank you
+awaiting to soar..* 11:34 午後
木曜日, 2月 05, 2004
Im soaking in bliss *grin... just the little acts of each and everyone can have such an additive, positive effect on me ^_^ Cant believe how little things u do can affect someone so much... will try to make an effort to do more thoughtful acts in the future :) *skips* just finished smsing all the 12 jap club members... gave up on net smsing so i just used my phone... hope the bill doesnt go up too high *prays* Jap club has 60 new members *loud applause* haha.. hope they stay :P anyway, told myself to stop blogging but since i already wasted so much time doing the NE online quiz for my teacher might as well eh? haha... been blog surfing so much recently *devil horns emerge* shucks...
wonder if anyone is going for hwa chong play.... probably going with my og-krydaeus i guess =) they're planning a nice outing on v day too! *jumps ecstatically* so happy they're so gelled.... Krydaeus forever!
just heard cindy wang's dang ni and vaness' xiang xiang shi ge ni on my md.... ~
+awaiting to soar..* 10:37 午後
水曜日, 2月 04, 2004
okay... just got whacked in the head by society's biased pragmatic approach towards the intellectuals (which excludes me obviously) complained to 2 pple already so i guess i should not go into the details here but fengzi u should know what i mean... at least there was something i had picked up from that...that is, its the packaging that matters... just sound impressive and knowledgeable... at all times, give a good impression... i just dont believe it.. is it me or what? i think its me... just me not making proper sense in everything i say... grrr....
its alright.. the bump on my head has kinda healed after an episode of 'heaven's coins'... feel so happy that i havent lost touch with jap yet with chingay and all haha...
in anycase, winnie and i have been really suffering from the after effects of chingay.... though we kinda screwed up the first station during the day itself, it had been so so so much fun that my mind just wonders off to the ballroom in the japanese assoc during tutorials... its as though i had gone on an overseas tour or sorta...and the best thing is that i have to pass the ja every morning on my way to school and every time ill be thinking 'another treasure box of memories'.... only regret is i really shouldnt have been so vas.... should have made more friends sheesh...
very happy though that many pple in jap club felt it was so much fun for them too =) its more impt enriching their lives than mine really.. but i mean since its both this time... GREAT! more detestable, unsolvable integration.... grrr...
+awaiting to soar..* 9:53 午後
火曜日, 2月 03, 2004
lalala~ the day has been long but i thoroughly enjoyed it!(except for maths lect as always ;P) anyway, had pe in the rain but frisbee was so fun it didnt matter at all *grin... was almost dead after running but now i feel so refreshed... had my first s paper tutorial today... was kinda unconventional i guess.. much different from the normal tutorial system... just really fast discussion and no real ans haha... but the down side was basically i stank real bad after pe, rushed straight to lt2 and like walked right past yanfen w/o realising she was dere, sat down and then realised she had kept a seat for me all the way in front... sigh... was so hyped up about having chem s with her but things just didnt turn out the way i thought it would be... dunno if freda will be mad if she sees my blog but hey guys i must tell u how great she is!!!!! shes been INVITED to take 3S papers!!!!!! *applause*
S paper was quite cool... mainly coz i sat with fengzi today *grin and had a nice view:P
anyway, im still suffering from the after effects of chingay...still constantly thinking about the fun and all the silly things we talked about haha....guess i should be more sociable next yr and talk more to the rest of the pple there.. then maybe it would have been even more memorable...
tests tests tests!!!! i think theyre starting to come in...grrr... gotta mug then...
p.s. I love pam's blog!!!!!
+awaiting to soar..* 10:02 午後
月曜日, 2月 02, 2004
yeah! my blog looks much better finally :P have been stuck with a horrible template for so long coz of my poor html skills grrr :P
+awaiting to soar..* 12:58 午前
日曜日, 2月 01, 2004
gosh i really miss my blog... was just surfing the net just now for stuff on socialism haha... gp gp :P anyway, tried searching for the word "chingay and jap assoc" and chanced upon someone's blog... so cool! that person was there at orc rd yesterday too :) anyway, j2 life is somehow going much better than j1 *grin things have indeed changed for the better... i understand most of my lectures now and ive found a vas-ing partner haha... sunny yep thats u :P i feel so so much happier as compared to last year... i was just so caught up with trying to achieve so many things that when i ended the yr with almost nothing i was really disappointed...expectations have lowered this yr...decided no point competing at all... just do my best n things will be fine :)
yesterday's chingay was fun fUN FUN!!!!! was at the front row corner... was real enjoyable just dancing down the street though i suffering from a sore throat from running so much and going w/o water for a record no. of hours haha... guess ill want to do it again next yr after As =) small blunder i made at the first station... the teacher ran too much forward and my friend and i followed her but the rest just stood there w/o moving so the mistake was super obvious haha.. but fortunately it was not shown on tv *phew* took off my specs yesterday haha... realised i still could see rather well.. thought the make up looked ridiculous with my specs :P refused to wear contacts though... my eye somehow get real irritated when anything foreign comes near... for those who have been encouraging me... sorry.... I TRIED!!!! sigh... let's drop it haha... must talk about my funky hair style yesterday :P i thought the glitter looked quite good on one of the senseis but when i asked for it i totally din expect her to bring me to a hair stylist who just grabbed all my hair and tied it super high.. and the worse was she tied 2 ponytails??? haha... looked kinda ridiculous at first but later i found out it did look quite good... i mean even if it was bad it was once in a lifetime so i decided it was worth it *grin... took lotsa photos!!!! shall post them up when they are developed...
shuwan and my sis seem to clique real well *grin... my sis has never had much of a gd impression of rg/ rj pple... but at least shuwan is the 2nd person to change her mind after shiming *grin... they both went to queue to get zaizai's signature... gosh..i would have been there had it not been for chingay (life's full of tough choices huh?) heard about my sis' wonderful encounter with him =) *jealousy detector remains silent* kk.... anyway, feel real bad for slacking for so long.. gtg do tutorials haha.. j2 is happy but not hw-free :P
SAKURA!~~~
+awaiting to soar..* 8:29 午後
